6 months later

Today is six months since Jordon died. I'm not sure how I made it through all this time without him. I still have yet to even go on a date with another guy. I'm feeling somewhat numb today, not sure if I'm going to break down crying at any moment. I had a little breakdown the other night while listening to Josh Groban. Brad still thinks it's weird when I start crying, but he just doesn't understand the whole situation.

Anyways, I've made the decision that today will be my last entry into this blog. Jordon will always be a part of my heart, he will never truly leave me. As for moving forward with the rest of my life, I should hear back on a job prospect in the next few days and dating will happen at some point. As long as I keep putting one foot in front of the other, I know I can make it through the rest of my life. My family will be here for me, as will my few but wonderful friends. I wouldn't be where I am today without them... hell, I'd probably be dead if not for them.

And to you, Jordon, I send my undying love. I will be with you again when the time comes, and then we can spend an eternity together. You are my angel, Jordon!